Music, Making mistakes, Love, Bitting, Laughing, Smiling, Remembering the good things, ;o and ;D, Writting, Facebooking, Collecting pictures, Anything philosophical, People who are honest, People who are themselves, People who are thoughtful, People who are quiet and have a sense of humor at the same time, Understanding, Trusting, Quotes, Romeo & Juliet, Twilight, Friends.
Welcome to my rant…
OMF. So much stuff to get off my mind, and i figure this is the BEST place to do that. Im SO sick of being walked all over every god damn day. I please everyone, try my hardest anyway. But what the fuck do i get in return? Nothing. It pisses me off so fucking much, honestly. I feel like i have no one to talk to about the shit i want to, because i always put their problems before mine. Whens my time to be happy?
Also, my Poppy died a month ago, and everyone is telling me how well im handling it, and honestly im not. I havent cryed yet. I feel horrible, and no one notices. I might as well jump off a bridge, not like id be missed. Fuck. Im so messed up, im an emotional wreck! Everyone say they loves me, but i dont see it. They come to me with everything, and i dont bother them with my problems, but im expected to sit and listen and help and care. Honestly, i try, but its to the point now, that i dont remember half the shit anyone says cause i just tune out. I feel like breaking down, just sitting and crying and never stopping. I feel tired of seeing everyone but me happy! What a fucking great life eh.
