2010: Archive

Welcome to my rant...

OMF. So much stuff to get off my mind, and i figure this is the BEST place to do that. Im SO sick of being walked all over every god damn day. I please everyone, try my hardest anyway. But what the fuck do i get in return? Nothing. It pisses me off so fucking much, honestly. I feel like i have no one to talk to about the shit i want to, because i always put their problems before mine. Whens my...

Jan 19th

Nov 15th

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nothing.

Im so sick and tired of watching the same movies night after night, just so i can dream of you. Im so tired of waking up, and hoping your still there, holding me in your arms. I miss looking into your eyes, and seeing all that i wanted. I miss your understanding, and i miss the feeling of trust. I miss telling you i was scared, just so youd hold my hand. I miss the feelings of butterflys in my...

Aug 3rd

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May 5th

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On May the 4th, be apart of the butterfly effect....

On May the 4th, be apart of the butterfly effect. Draws butterflies on your wrists to show your support for people with depression and self harming addictions. Please click ‘Ask followers’ to spread the word Answer here

May 2nd

Apr 7th

emotionless.

“Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts. And we’ve got to find other ways to make it alone. Or keep a straight face. And I’ve always lived like this keeping a comfortable distance. And up until now I’ve sworn to myself that I’m content with loneliness.” Hi. I just kinda want to let you know that i miss you. I miss the way you smiled. The...

Mar 31st

and that was the day i swore id never sing of love if it does not exist <3

Mar 31st

Mar 29th

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Mar 29th

413 notes

omnom

Black Veil Brides. :G

Feb 9th

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A cancer patient only has one wish, to get better....

A cancer patient only has one wish, to get better. I know that 97% of formspringers will not post this as an anon question, but my friends will be the 3% that do! In honour of someone who has died or is fighting cancer - send this to everyone Answer here

Feb 9th

lawl.

Its time for me to understand myself a little bit i think. I have to set goals, and reach them. I have to promise not to get my heart broken, and mean it. I need to know where im going, and try to get their. In 2011… I need to promise myself, that ill never love, because you only end up hurt. I need to know what i want and stop at nothing to get it. I have to put myself before others...

Jan 15th

Turns out freedom aint nothing but missin you,...

As for today, Ill pretend i never loved you, and you can pretend not to care. Today, i wont talk to you first, and you can act as if i dont matter. Today, ill behave as though you never existed, and you can pretend that you never loved me. Ill smile as though you cant see me, and you can act surprised when i say “Hi.” Dont pretend to be someone your not, because the boy i first met,...

Jan 12th

:)

Ohhh my. It feels like one of those nights were nothing could go wrong. And nothing has :o For the first time, im starting to feel happy. And thats been a very long time. Im actually starting to feel like me, and thats been and even longer time. I hope things stay like this, for good this time. I cant exactly figure out what makes me feel like this all of a sudden, but what ever it is, thanks. I...

Dec 28th

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why am i still here ?

All these faded scares, covered by uncertain, still not sure where im going in life. Wishing to be farther ahead of everything, hoping to see the end of this misery. All of this, is tiering. What is their to say, when you have nothing left ? Is their really anyway to see how things will be, when i have found myself ? If anyone truly cared, i wouldnt be like this right now. I cant seem to...

Dec 8th

and for some reason, that moment felt like...

I. Flaws- I talk alot - Im kinda diffrent, and find peace in the oddest things - I love way to easily - I dont know how to let go. II. Things i like about me- My taste in music - That no matter what, i will always be smiling - I dont let people put me down - My style is comfy, and i like it that way - Im not very main stream - I have people who care about me, and even if i didnt, id still care...

Nov 30th

Huuuum,

Why do i still love you ? Because im stupid. Its to easy for you to have me. Just one look, will make me crumble… and you use this against me, time after time. Does it ever get old ? That look of fear, in my eyes ? Fear of losing you ? Does seeing the sparkle in my eyes dim, everytime you smile at her, ever hurt you ? Does knowing, that i would die for you, any...

Nov 24th

Loved ...

Of course i see myself this way. Isnt it what you wanted me to be after all ? This manipulative, insecure little girl ? I wasnt perfect then, but im farther away from that now. You should have seen what you did, felt all the emotions i felt. Dont tell me you understand what you did to me. Because you will NEVER understand. You should be made to lose the amount of sleep i did over you....

Nov 22nd

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Nov 14th

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I am very happy to say i've met you! Send this to...

I am very happy to say i’ve met you! Send this to everyone you are glad you have met on formspring, if you get 5 back you are pretty special! ❤ Answer here

Nov 14th

timeee.

Some say it heals all, well, arnt they wrong ? Time dose little to fix anything. I still do the same things for you that you thought i gave up on long ago. Moving on is hard, and i dont think ill ever be over you, not ever. Theirs still not an hour that goes by i dont ask my self why im not good enough, and why i wasnt. I tryed every way imaginable to make you see i was better. That i could...

Nov 12th

Why.. ?

Why do i let myself be deceived ? Why do i let you do this to me… Why is it that the more i try, The more i fail ? They say things must get wrose, before they get better, but the worse is over. Im no longer in love with you, And i dont think i ever was, I was in love with the though of being in love, And it shouldnt have been with you. But now, i can say that im done with...

Nov 4th

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did you or anyone you know get diagnosed with...

Mhmm . Ask me anything, it really dosnt matter what.

Nov 1st

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at school do/did you bring a pencil case or just...

Just a few pens . Ask me anything, it really dosnt matter what.

Nov 1st

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what are you currently wearing?

Ummmm, jammas. Ask me anything, it really dosnt matter what.

Nov 1st

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do you have a lava lamp in your bedroom?

Use to . Ask me anything, it really dosnt matter what.

Nov 1st

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are you allowed to light candles in the house?

Mhmmm . Ask me anything, it really dosnt matter what.

Nov 1st

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when you apply mascara,has there ever been a time...

Nopee. Ask me anything, it really dosnt matter what.

Nov 1st

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if you've got Facebook.. how many friends have you...

I have over 300 and i know most, not all . Ask me anything, it really dosnt matter what.

Nov 1st

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if you had to have plastic surgery,what would you...

Ummm, a few things. Ask me anything, it really dosnt matter what.

Nov 1st

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have you ever had an after-school? if so,why did...

Nopee. Ask me anything, it really dosnt matter what.

Nov 1st

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who do you respect the most?

Ummm, idk :/ Ask me anything, it really dosnt matter what.

Nov 1st

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whos house number do you know off by heart?

Ummm, emilys evans devins and brandis . Ask me anything, it really dosnt matter what.

Nov 1st

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you truly are the most weirdest/annoyingest person...

well, thanks, ? anyways, thats great, and i’m sure you dont know what i’m like besides that, so have fun being ignorant to the fact that i’m actually not THAT bad. I have a lot of thoughts, weather their weird or not should matter very little to you. Its not your thoughts, you should talk about this with me when you do not post anon, it bothers me greatly. BTW, your grammar...

Oct 26th

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you truly are the most weirdest/annoyingest person...

I know right ? Well, im sure you dont know me like at all, and if you do, then dont act like my friend around me kaii?thanksbye. Ask me anything, it really dosnt matter what.

Oct 26th

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Oct 18th

A life list ...

100. Read an important book. 99. Live to see 100. 98. Learn something amazing about my self. 97. Find myself. 96. Find someone else. 95. Med school. 94. Learn to love. 93. Fall in love. 92. Have children. 91. Be a great mom. 90. Do something to be remembered for. 89. Make a discovery. 88. Experience something great. 87. Get married. 86. Adopt. 85. Adopt a star. 84. Meet Hayley...

Aug 29th

Never settle for less than what you deserve.

lynettemofukka: Be smarter than that.

Aug 29th

... ughhhh

i basically just showed him everything i ever posted about him on this. and why ? because im stupid ! stupid stupid ! mhmmmmm. and do i hate him yet! no ! because for some reason, i CANT hate him -.- and that makes me like him more, and that makes me hate him, but then i like him again -.-

Aug 29th

Tonight...

I hope he talks to me ! I want him. I need him. I love him.

Aug 29th

And why ... ?

Why do i love you? Your words are such pretty lies. You think i believe them. But i dont. I think about you 24/7. And do you care? No. But thats okay. Ill just pretend everything you say. And i love you.

Aug 28th

last night..

i learned hes not good enough for me. does that make it better? no.

Aug 25th

My Playlist of summer 2010

Paramore- Another Day Paramore- Turn It Off Paramore- We Are Broken Rick Springfeild- Jesses Girl The Killers- Human Up Town Girls- Jesse Spencer- Molly Smiles Underoath- Too bright to see Too loud to hear Bonjovi- Bad Medicine The Killers- Bones The Killers- Somebody told me AFI- Miss Murder AND EVEN MORE PARAMORE! :G

Aug 18th

56 days until...

school. Hahaa, i really dont know what else to say, mabey, i miss all of my friends? Well obvi… I wish their was one day where Everyone was back in school, No teachers, just a day to ourselves. Hahaaaa.. i wish i had more to say toinght, but obviously i dont. Oh well… (GN)

Jul 16th

Jun 23rd

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May 31st

431 notes

Im not supposed too...

Im not supposed to love you, im not suppose to care, im not suppose to live my life wishing you were there, im not suppose to wonder where you are or what you do, but i cant help my self cause im inlove with you. :) Iloveyou. <3

May 12th

April, 27, 2010...

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Apr 27th

BLAAAAH!

School was amazing, i <3ed it compleatly.

Mar 18th